I have a lump under my arm, in my armpit…

what if it’s breast cancer.

I don’t want to lose my ta-tas!

sooo, I stayed the night with my boyfriend last night, now its morning and my boyfriend went to work at 10:30 so I’m just sitting in his room in my panties, on his bed, on his laptop, getting high. while his aunt is in her room and in the house and such…. it’s kinda awkward, I refuse to leave this room.

I’m about to open a window and smoke a newport (were not supposed to smoke inside [but i’m getting high bc my boyfriend told me I could, but i think its risky])

saturday school isnt for the bad kids..
it’s for the coolest kids to go to school six days a week because we’re that cool. 

well, I cant sleep because my uterus feels as if it’s being ripped out by a pissed off pitbull with razor teeth.

I’m so excited :)

my parents were going to get me a car for graduation but I’ve been thinking about it, and I decided that I want an english bulldog instead. I’ve wanted one for years but I’ve never had the money for one, so this is my chance.
I’m going to name it meatball and love it and spoil it and get it stuff from etsy and make it stuff and love it and spoil it and spoil it some more. It shall be my child and I shall love it like I gave birth to it.

I’m going to bring it everywhere with me and give it baths with expensive shampoos and get it multiple collars and name tags and little boots and customized food bowls and a food bowl holder and a place mat and a hat and some sun glasses. and if I ever take it to the beach (which I will) I’ll get it a life jacket, it’ll have a rain coat.

I’ll send out christmas cards with me, my bf, and him on them and we will just look like one big happy family.

I’m so happy I cant explain it.

and I want to pick it out and I want it to be the cutest bulldog ever and I hope that on graduation day I wake up to it on my bed with a graduation balloon tied to it. then I can have a great day and my parents can bring it to my graduation and I can look into the bleachers and see my little baby puppy and I will be so happy.

I want to become a vegetarian. but idk if I can do it.
I ordered a starter kit from PETA, hopefully I can do this.

I love animals so much and can’t imagine hurting them, but meat is so so good :( 

2 more followers and I’ll be at 2,700

302 more followers and I’ll be at my goal of 3,000!

Today in my art class a girl that I know told me that she loves my blog and that one time she started at page one of it and went through ALL of it and it took her like five hours, but that’s how much she loves it.

and omg it made my day completely.

who else loves my blog? message me :D

I’m sitting crosslegged at my laptop trying to pass the time.

I did have plans today, but they’re cancelled because I don’t have a ride.
I’m high on morphine waiting for my parents to leave for PA so I can smoke a cigarette in peace and listen to music loudly and take a shot or two.

Then when my boyfriend gets off work we’re spending time together and he’s staying the night with me and I’ll wake up and make him breakfast and it’ll just be perfect. it’ll be like we have our own little house.

I’m super excited for my parents to leave :b 

my parents are going out of town tomorrow because my cousin died and they’re going to the funeral but my dad said that I’ve been through too much and he doesnt’t want another funeral to throw me past my breaking point.

so I’m staying home while they go to PA.

which means tomorrow night my boyfriend is staying the night with me and it’s going to be fantastic.<3